i've been kind of quiet over here... and i know i don’t need a reason. i don’t have to explain myself. no excuses are necessary. i don’t even have to ever post again if i don’t want to...but i feel ready to say something.
i’ve been in the verge of taking this step for awhile. i’ve known that all of this i’ve built was just the landing board of my next step, and i always knew that i would reach a point where i either took it all the way there, or stopped altogether.
and i guess now is that time.
if you know me well, you know that i struggle often. you know that my past has not been an extremely healthy one, and that my future is often a constant battle for me in almost every way.
i’ve written this over and over in my mind for years. every time i end up crying and forcing myself to move onto a different thought because 'i just can't do this right now'.
i'm also terrified that people will take all of this the wrong way. i'm not looking for pity. i'm not romanticizing or writing these words for a good story. i'm not seeking attention, but i know many people will take it that way. i'm just really ready for people to actually know that what you see here is not my whole life, and that there's a lot more messy underneath.
that being said, i'm going to start telling my story. i don't know how it's going to work, it's honestly just a lot for me to even post this, so i guess this is the start of a journey and i really hope it helps others to see that despite your own shit, you're still a worthy and miraculous being.
to be continued.
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Ну не могу не поделиться ещё одним кадром, так мне нравится.
Этот портрет был снят на 35 мм и я трижды исправляла дисторсию и добавляла себе ширину в лице, чтобы пропорции стали правильными.
Добавляла резкости глазам, чтобы сделать свой взгляд выразительным🙈
В первые в жизни показываю до-после на себе, очень волнительно!
Поменяла аватарку, не теряйте меня. Какое фото из серии вам больше нравится?
Макияж и укладка @bykanova_katerina
I’m loving it🍔🍟
Eu já falei isso mas, vou falar dnv! Usem TUDO ao seu favor! Até uma maçã verde de mentira 😂