1 📷 Cuando me están mirando los pacientes👩🏻⚕️🤓
2 📷 Como realmente estoy cansada con síndrome pre vacacional 😐🌴👙
I've never been a patient person. This infertility journey has put us through more waiting than I could ever imagine. Waiting for it to be our turn, waiting for a call back, waiting for answers, waiting for blood work, or waiting for our next appointment. Well here we are again just w a i t i n g 😔 Of course my cycle didn't come in time and my surgery is scheduled for next Friday. Well Dr sent me in for more blood work today (I did awesome thank you very much and treated myself to a chocolate cake shake from portillos 💁🏼♀️) nurse called back and told me I did ovulate so my cycle should be coming (I knew it was going to be late of course) . 🤦🏼♀️ .
So what is the big deal of waiting? Well my body is getting old and my heart is getting tired of let down. If my cycle doesn't come by Wednesday we will likely reschedule for the end of next month. Doesn't seem like a big deal right? Well my doctor's office is moving locations in one area so there is some off time for my dr and scheduling. Which may push things even further ahead. 😩
Being a teacher my only real free time is the summer and I was hoping to have this procedure completed and be able to relax (we all know that's how to get pregnant right 😂) and know what our next steps on this battle will be. Hopefully everything works out and surgery will go as planned and we will be ready to move forward. Just want to be that much closer to our 🌈 sending love and giving thanks to all that reach out and support us 💕
A veces me pregunto si realmente debería mantener mi fe, a veces me pregunto si debería dejarme llevar como los demás, a veces me pregunto si realmente el amor existe para mí y si es así , me pregunto, dónde se haya. Ya llegará dicen'
mi espera será eterna,
me pregunto. Si buscas al final lo encontrarás,
ya me he cansado de buscar No te rindas,
los veo a todos felices y me alegra
pero sigo preguntando porqué yo sigo aquí... sólo
Si me dijeran que escribiera un libro, probablemente seria una mezcla de oscuridad y fe, felicidad y tristeza una montaña rusa sin un final existente.
Never cut a tree down in the wintertime. Never make a negative decision in the low time. Never make your most important decisions when you are in your worst moods. Wait. Be patient. The storm will pass. The spring will come. #me#girl#thoughts#waiting#snapchat#beauty
I felt a little trapped, found this little guy instead
PEOPLE GET OFF YOUR ASSES. THEY HAVE A HEART. THEY CRY FEEL PAIN JUST LIKE US. I CANNOT STAND ANYONE WHO DOES THIS OR ABUSES ANIMALS. IT SHOWS WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE WITH YOUR FAMILY. I WISH I COULD DO WHAT YOU DO TO ANIMALS OR KIDS. YOU XXXXXX XXXXXXX. #LOVE#HAPPY#HAPPINESS#EXCITEMENT#WAITING#FOR#YOU#TO#COME #HOME. #KISSES #HUGS.